Sassafrass

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January 2011

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Today

today i was thinking, if there was one thing i could change about my life, what would it be.

i thought real hard about this and the obvious answer came up a few times, but then i thought about the bigger picture

this world and everything and everyone in it suck shit and live of other peoples misfortunes or fortunes, I cant remember who said it but the gist of the quote was that humans are like parasites. 

Anyway, after thinking for a long time and watching some snuff box, i realised that we as humans are very dependent on what the world has given us which is obvious, but in saying that it means that no one is truly independent. you cannot survive without the aid of something or someone else.

Everyone needs something and someone.

So wouldn’t it be strange to watch the world start again?

wouldn’t it be good to see it collapse and start again from scratch?

so after thinking about this and how wrong this is and how i probably and a bit twisted for thinking it but i do not care.

After all this i came to the conclusion that if i could change one thing it would be the existence of magnets.

Why magnets?

they are our car motors, our power generators, or fridge decorators, without them no power will ever be driven no transport, no over seas travel.

we would still be primitive, well at least as far as vikings and such.

after that i would like to see the world progress yet again.

and who knows we might find another resource that is better, maybe we will find other planets with the power that this resource can give us.

i just think people have become to reliable on existing things, we need to upgrade and move on.

Jan 29, 2011

ive never felt so lost

And im fucking sick of feeling shit and telling everyone. why cant there be a way out, why is there nothing better to do.

Jan 21, 2011
vent time

Seriously  auuuuugh

Been traveling to sydney everyday to sit in a room and get told everything i already know, look i know its my 3rd day but i still have another 4 weeks of the shit, today and yesterday i had to learn first aid, i did it last year in tafe just couldn’t find the evidence as to be exempt.

but thats not the shittest bit, worst bit is i get 4 hours of me time in the arvo but i cant really do much in this time besides dinner, shower and maybe a little amount of video games.

still not the worst, i dont even have someone to come home too. sigh

ahh but it will get better when my depot becomes Sutherland instead of petersham, saves me getting up at 5 and home at 530. feels good man.

Jan 12, 2011
why?

why do i hurt , why cant i stop it and why cant i get the thought out of my head?

anyone want to swap lives?

Jan 1, 2011
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